I started having the "Friends" problem again yesterday. Two of them started talking about my little sister and stuff like that. I was afraid of them being friends with my little sister and them not being friends with me ever again. The one flipped out and took the other one with him in his idea and what not. We started fighting and on the same day my best friend that was like closer to me then anything else committed suicide. It made me feel bad, and when I told them, the one guy the same who made the other follow his lead, spread around saying that I made it up. I felt so bad after that and I didn't feel like talking to them. I was actually only mad at the one, the other one was alright, but when he told me to have a good day I sobbed into my sweater in my locker for almost the entire time. I was glad I had a little help from the actual nice ones, but today I didn't feel like talking to the one, and I think I pissed her off really badly. It made me upset to do that to her. I normally don't do that. I should just hope for the best.
~VampireFoxDemon
~VampireFoxDemon