You know how I started to develop feelings for Toxiczone, and what not, well he started making me feel like I was going to be givien a chance, because we started to fool around, and I was going to ask him out... but then Karl-Savvy texted me and said "Oh by the way, I'm dating Tox now." I felt so bad I started to cry in class.
I started to talk to Metalic-Blaze more, he was Toxic's BEST FRIEND. He was comforting me, and at the time he had a girlfriend, but then we started to fall for each other, maybe a little too fast, We texted a lot and we used to fall asleep texting each other and he texted his girlfriend "I love you Britt." And then he needed me to cover up for him. So I did, I said I was his sister so his girlfriend would stop assuming he was up to something. We started to fool around, even though we both knew I was getting over Toxic any time soon. Our fooling around and falling for each other got to the point to where we both wanted to go out with each other, so he asked me out and I gladly agreed, we went out for... 4 or 4 months... then...
Well... Metalic-Blaze and I were going out for awhile and I'm extremely in love with him... and he went after Karl-Savvy when we were dating, and she was dating Toxiczone... Toxic and I were both upset with both her actions... he started hating Metalic-Blaze and I started to hate Karl-Savvy... They both started to yell at me, that this all wasn't Savvy's fault. Toxic saying it was Blaze's.. Blaze saying it was mine. It hurt, and will hurt very much.
After awhile I tried to build up the trust back between me and Blaze, and it worked. I'm so happy, because I'm still not over him, and he's still not over me, and I know it hurts him to see Toxic and Savvy be all happy with each other and to see that Savvy has a fiance in real life, but I can see that he is starting to love me more again.
Two days ago he told me he was going to get a job so he can save up so he can come be with me, then yesterday my older sister got involved and started to say shit. She started to tear my life apart and in the being I found out that Blaze is moving to go live with Savvy, even though the day before he told me was going to be with me... I had already known that Toxiczone was going to, because he was talking about it with me for awhile... but I didn't think Blaze was going to be the same way. It hurt me so much to hear the truth... I started to talk to blaze about it and he told me "I'm not going to spend all my life there, I just want a restart." which is ok... I guess, but it still hurts...
I started to give up on this whole ordeal and Toxic started to get mad with me and told me "What ever im not dealing with ur shit when u finally get a spine then come talk to me otherwise dont even bother" But what he doesn't know and fails to understand. I did have one until that day. I had lost it, and I'm not sure if I'm going to regrow it... so him and I lost our friendship... he had broken it off, and that hurts... a lot, because I seriously thought of him as my best friend...
That is the story of my life... I'm sorry it had to be so long... I just... didn't know how to make it shorter.
~VampireFoxDemon~
I started to talk to Metalic-Blaze more, he was Toxic's BEST FRIEND. He was comforting me, and at the time he had a girlfriend, but then we started to fall for each other, maybe a little too fast, We texted a lot and we used to fall asleep texting each other and he texted his girlfriend "I love you Britt." And then he needed me to cover up for him. So I did, I said I was his sister so his girlfriend would stop assuming he was up to something. We started to fool around, even though we both knew I was getting over Toxic any time soon. Our fooling around and falling for each other got to the point to where we both wanted to go out with each other, so he asked me out and I gladly agreed, we went out for... 4 or 4 months... then...
Well... Metalic-Blaze and I were going out for awhile and I'm extremely in love with him... and he went after Karl-Savvy when we were dating, and she was dating Toxiczone... Toxic and I were both upset with both her actions... he started hating Metalic-Blaze and I started to hate Karl-Savvy... They both started to yell at me, that this all wasn't Savvy's fault. Toxic saying it was Blaze's.. Blaze saying it was mine. It hurt, and will hurt very much.
After awhile I tried to build up the trust back between me and Blaze, and it worked. I'm so happy, because I'm still not over him, and he's still not over me, and I know it hurts him to see Toxic and Savvy be all happy with each other and to see that Savvy has a fiance in real life, but I can see that he is starting to love me more again.
Two days ago he told me he was going to get a job so he can save up so he can come be with me, then yesterday my older sister got involved and started to say shit. She started to tear my life apart and in the being I found out that Blaze is moving to go live with Savvy, even though the day before he told me was going to be with me... I had already known that Toxiczone was going to, because he was talking about it with me for awhile... but I didn't think Blaze was going to be the same way. It hurt me so much to hear the truth... I started to talk to blaze about it and he told me "I'm not going to spend all my life there, I just want a restart." which is ok... I guess, but it still hurts...
I started to give up on this whole ordeal and Toxic started to get mad with me and told me "What ever im not dealing with ur shit when u finally get a spine then come talk to me otherwise dont even bother" But what he doesn't know and fails to understand. I did have one until that day. I had lost it, and I'm not sure if I'm going to regrow it... so him and I lost our friendship... he had broken it off, and that hurts... a lot, because I seriously thought of him as my best friend...
That is the story of my life... I'm sorry it had to be so long... I just... didn't know how to make it shorter.
~VampireFoxDemon~