Metalic-Blaze
Oshamaru
TheForgottenDoll
Roy
TheHunterElite
6EQUJ5
I am so sorry for everything I have done to hurt you... At all...
Oshamaru... I know you could care less because of my Depression and Suicidal Tendencies because that is exactly the reason why you broke off our friendship... but I am REALLY sorry.
Roy... I love you and you know that... but I just can't see you get hurt by me anymore because I know you want to be with me forever... and I know I can't get that to happen. I'm sorry.
6EQUJ5... Nated... I'm closer to you then most of my friends... You know my life story and I know yours. Straight from the heart, and when we got friend married, I knew I was falling for you faster then I could control myself... That is why I wanted to just be friend... because I knew that if I had that TINY advantage I would have ruined my wonderful relationship with Metalic-Blaze at the time. I'm sorry.
TheHunterElite... You are really awesome in your own ways, and I know you are super caring. I want you to know that I can't always be there to listen to your problems about your past and help you with whatever you need... I know I may seem like the most perfect person to do that... but I just cant. I'm sorry.
TheForgottenDoll... We met like... 2-3 weeks ago, and I already know you are one, crazily amazing dude. I love that, I love how you treat me like a little princess like I've always wanted. I love the way you make me feel. I love the way we connect... but I'm not sure If I can do anything anymore. I feel broken for no reason. At all... I'm sorry.
Metalic-Blaze... I love you so much it's NOT even fucking funny. I love you more then the world. You mean THAT much to me... and ... I know you love me like that too, you just don't show it around others, you treat me like shit around other but will text me nice things when with them for no reason, and somehow I love that the most. You are seriously I believe is my missing link, but you don't wanna go out again until we are physically together, and it is very reasonable but still hurts more then anything. I just hope it's ok... I'll always be here waiting for you... I'm just not sure if I can do it mentally anymore... I'm sorry.
Here is my apology for all of you. I'm sorry I wasted all of your time...
~VampireFoxDemon~